How to Deny a Duke – Extended Epilogue

Six Years Later

“There it is,” Clarissa cried out and pointed through the carriage window.

“Stop!” Dylan called beside her, tapping the side of the carriage. At once, the carriage came to a gentle halt at the side of the road. “It hasn’t changed much, has it?” Dylan asked her from the opposite side of the carriage.

“To be sure, we should go inside.” At her words there was a murmur of agreement from her lap. She looked down to see their son squirming in her arms. He did his best to reach the window to look out at the bookshop.

“Books!” he called out when he realized what it was.

“Yes, Tommie. This is where your father and I first met.” She tried to pull her son back into her lap, but the boy was insistent, trying to scramble down to get through the door.

“Somedays, I think he loves reading almost as much as you do,” Dylan teased her, pulling a laugh from her as they followed their son down, with their nursemaid beside them.

“I think he loves it more. Though I thought it an impossible thing!” With love, she watched as her son hurried into the bookshop, aided by the nursemaid on one side and one of the footmen that had attended to the carriage on the other. Still so young, Tommie had to strain and lift his little legs up high to climb up the steps into the bookshop.

“He grows taller every day,” Dylan whispered in her ear beside her as he looped her arm with his, leading her toward the bookshop.

“That he does. Soon, we’ll struggle to run around after him,” Clarissa laughed at the idea. “It was hard enough running after him when he crawled.”

“I’ve never seen such a fast crawler,” Dylan said playfully, leading her through the door. The moment they both stepped inside, they fell quiet, looking about the place they could recall so well. “I cannot tell you how many times I have pictured this place, remembering that day,” Dylan whispered the words so close to Clarissa’s ear that she felt a shiver of excitement pass through her body. It ran down her neck and across her spine.

“I have, too,” she confessed.

They hurried forward, deeper into the shop, letting Tommie rush ahead with the nursemaid and footman, toward some shelves that housed books aimed at children. Clarissa was about to follow when she felt Dylan tug her to the side.

“Where are we going?” she asked.

“To find a book.” He was searching the shop, it seemed, for somewhere in particular. “Did I tell you I received a letter from Noah this morning?”

“How is he?” Clarissa asked as they sidled through a narrow avenue bordered by some very tall shelves.

“Good. Very good indeed, it seems. He is relishing his life greatly in the country in his little cottage. Mother is greatly enjoying her stay with him, and I believe he is falling in love again.”

“He is?” Clarissa asked excitedly as Dylan pulled them to a stop. “That’s wonderful.”

“It seems he has fallen for a local solicitor’s daughter. They are courting, and fortunately, this time, there is no one to object to my brother following his heart. With a little luck, maybe this time he will be able to ask the woman he loves to marry him.”

“I am so happy for him.” Clarissa was startled by the sheer warmth inside of her. Since her marriage to Dylan, she had grown to know Noah much better. She loved him as she would have loved a brother, had she had one. He was a kind soul, and the pain he suffered was fierce. It was a relief to see he could finally find his own happiness in this world.

“Have you noticed where we are?” Dylan said with a mischievous smile on his lips. Clarissa looked around them and up at the shelves, noticing exactly where they were.

“Oh. Here. Where we first met.” She giggled at the idea. “It is a good job that book fell when it did. Perhaps something made it fall?”

“God? Fate?” Dylan asked, making a point of pushing back all the books on the top shelf to make sure nothing would fall this time.

“Luck, perhaps,” Clarissa acknowledged.

“Thank God for a bit of good luck.” Dylan moved toward her. It was familiar, showing he was about to kiss her.

“We are in public!” She laughed with the words.

“But hidden by shelves.”

Dylan’s lips found hers. It was instantly passionate, with his lips molding to hers and moving in a delicate dance. Within seconds, he had taken her tongue with his own and deepened the kiss to such an extent that one of her hands was holding onto the shelves beside them to keep her standing.

“Ah-em.” The clearing of someone’s throat made them snap away from each other, to see the same shopkeeper that had served them all those years ago was nearby, pretending to be very focused on his job as he returned some books to a shelf.

Dylan laughed in Clarissa’s ear as he dragged her away.

“We were caught!” she said in horror.

“Oh well. Another precious memory from this place to add to the list.”

***

Clarissa tucked the son she adored in bed before she lifted a hand and raised it to her stomach. She and Dylan had been trying for some time now to have another child, but things had not happened as quickly as she had hoped for. Now, at last, she had some good news to tell him.

After bending down and kissing Tommie on the forehead one last time, she retreated from the room and went off in search of Dylan. After their excursion in town earlier that day, Dylan had found himself with work to do on investments. She wandered toward the study, finding him inside with a candle beside him to light his face and a pile of paperwork on his other side.

“You have been working for hours,” Clarissa declared as she opened the door and stepped inside. He smiled instantly as he looked up from the paperwork in her direction. She noted how he had shed his jacket and his cravat in his effort to be more comfortable, with his sleeves rolled up to his elbows. The sight of the muscle exposed on his forearms and the glimmer of open chest had her mind wandering. She found herself closing the door behind her, a very particular move that made Dylan smile all the more.

“Something tells me you’d like me to stop working for a bit,” he chuckled with the words as he sat back in his seat.

“Perhaps I could distract you for a short while?” she asked, rounding the desk to move toward him.

“You know you always can.” He pulled her into his lap. “In fact, there is an excellent way you could distract me at this moment,” he whispered to her, drawing his hands lovingly across her waist and down her hips. She wriggled in delight at the touch, loving how it was always like this between them. Every time he touched her, there was excitement and passion.

“Oh, good. We think alike, husband,” she said playfully and leaned down to kiss him.

The kiss was a passionate one but slow and languid at first, with each of them indulging in the moment. Not only was the kiss full with stolen and playful nips that made them smile into their kiss, but also intimate touches. Her hands ran down his chest, feeling the muscles that were carved beneath the waistcoat and shirt, whilst his hands caressed her hips and moved to her skirt, lifting it a little for a delicate touch against her thigh.

“Don’t stop, Dylan,” she whispered.

He didn’t need pleading with. He stood from the chair, taking him with her so that her back was to the desk as he moved her toward it. He lowered her onto the desk, placing her across papers and knocking others to the floor. The candle was moved to a table behind them, somewhere safe, casting them in dim light.

Clarissa’s hands were fast, almost as fast as Dylan’s, as he reached for the skirt of her dress and lifted it up around her waist. She undid the fastening of his trousers before she laid back across the papers.

“I love everything you and I do, Clarissa,” he whispered to her, lifting one of her legs and kissing down the inside. She squirmed at the touch, finding a breathy moan escaping her lips before he settled himself between her thighs. Stunned at the touch, she gasped the moment his tongue found her core.

“As do I,” she murmured back, finding she struggled to say anything at all as he kissed her in the most intimate of ways, driving her to the very precipice of complete pleasure. “My love… I’ll be there in seconds if you keep doing that. I want to reach that point with you tonight.”

He lifted himself from her, his smile so full that her hands raised toward him, pulling him closer to her. He didn’t hold back anymore. He released his length from the last covering of his trousers and found her center, pushing it inside of her.

The pleasure was instant. He started gently at first, almost teasing her with the softest of rocking motions, back and forth, but the more Clarissa lifted her legs, wanting more of the feeling, the bolder he grew. Soon, his thrusts were deep indeed, driving her into such a frenzy that she clutched at the desk beneath her, scattering more of the papers to the floor. Dylan clearly didn’t care about the documents, not when he was moaning her name in such a way, whispering loving things.

“So close, Clarissa.”

She could feel it too. There was something about these stolen moments together that she loved so much. The thought of them alone was enough to bring her to that edge.

He teased her again, brushing his fingers across her hips and then down to the nub of nerves that was just above her center, above where they were connected. With that touch, she was sent over her edge. The pleasure enveloped her, making her buck toward him as he stilled, spilling himself inside of her. Her name fell rather loudly from his lips as they came down from their high.

She giggled softly, feeling it vibrate through their connection as he lowered himself over her.

“Every time,” he whispered as he kissed down her neck and across the open neckline of her dress. “Every time is amazing.”

“I know,” she said breathlessly, struggling to catch her breath at all.

“Maybe this time, we will have made a brother or sister for Tommie.”

Realizing she hadn’t yet told him her news she placed her hands on either side of his face and urged him to look up at her.

“Love, we have already done that. A new little one is on the way.”

His reaction was instant. He kissed her again, so hurriedly that she laughed into the kiss, struggling to keep up with him.

“I hope you are not finished for tonight, Clarissa,” he murmured against her lips. “After that news, I hope to spend the entire night making love to you.”

The End


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The past two years had been the best of Emma’s life. Waking up next to Kenneth every day was like a dream come true. Emma counted herself as the luckiest woman in London to be married to a man as considerate, caring, and handsome as Kenneth. The fact that Teresa had become nearly like a sister herself was an added boon. The two were inseparable; Emma now couldn’t imagine not having the young woman in her life.

Emma smiled as she and Teresa strolled through the beautiful gardens of Herbert Manor. She let her fingertips brush the new rosebuds, thinking of how small the blossoms seemed now. They were just beginning their first stages of life and would grow into something even more beautiful and miraculous, given time.

“Are you excited to see your brother?” Teresa asked. “I know it’s been such a long time since he’s been able to visit.”

“Two years,” Emma said. “Thomas has been ever so busy with his business travels. I believe this is the longest time we’ve ever spent apart. It’s so silly; I know that Kenneth will only be gone for the afternoon, but somehow, I’m just as thrilled to see him when he arrives home as well.”

Somehow“, Teresa said teasingly. “You and I both know exactly why you wait with such anticipation. Is it today that you’ve decided to tell him?”

Emma’s heart soared at even the mention of her secret. Her hand reached up to settle upon her stomach idly, and she sighed, completely satisfied with her life. As soon as her husband and her brother arrived home, everything would be completely right within her world.

“Yes,” she said, nodding. “I’m completely certain now. I didn’t want to tell him if there was even a shadow of a doubt that I could be wrong.”

“That’s wise,” Teresa said, as they made their way back to the manor. She shut the latch on the garden gate behind them. “I know he’s going to be absolutely stunned. But when do you think Thomas might arrive back? Have you heard anything? Is it still supposed to be today?”

Emma glanced up at her younger friend as a servant held open the manor door for the two of them. She studied Teresa’s face; her companion was asking quite a lot of questions about her brother, but Teresa’s face was still neutral and impassive. There was a brief moment that Emma thought she saw an eager light in her eyes, but it fluttered away just as quickly as it came.

“I apologize,” Teresa said. “I just can’t believe the day has finally come where we’ll all be reunited again. After what happened with Alex, I feel family to be more important than ever. And your news has me feeling even more exhilarated! It’s just all so exciting!”

An elated smile broke out on Teresa’s face that Emma couldn’t help but return. Her friend was right; it was going to be an exciting and eventful day. They made their way to the drawing room, speaking in quiet but enthusiastic tones about their plans for when Kenneth and Thomas arrived. Emma couldn’t help but keep tossing glances at the window, hoping to spy either one of them.

After a while though, the conversation with Teresa became too enthralling. They sipped their hot, fragrant tea, wearing joyous smiles as they laughed, discussing what they thought Thomas and Kenneth’s reactions would be.

“Oh, my brother will certainly cry,” Emma laughed, setting her teacup down upon the plate. “He’s always been a bit of a tender-heart. I have no doubt in my mind that he’ll burst like a raincloud the moment I give him the news.”

“I think it’s sweet that he’s so soft of heart,” Teresa said, taking a sip of her tea. Emma was not sure, but she thought she saw a hint of a blush on her cheek. “I can’t say what my brother’s reaction might be though. You’ve certainly made him more sensitive than he once was, Emma. Kenneth has always been a good man, but I believe he’s only improved since meeting you.”

Emma smiled at her friend; there was only honesty shining in Teresa’s eyes. She was just about to say that they should perhaps go shopping to prepare for the new arrival when a knock sounded on the drawing room door. It swung open to reveal Kenneth; he looked as though he were in particularly high spirits.

“Why such an expression?” Emma asked as he kissed both of her cheeks. “You look like you’ve been named king of England.”

“A man can’t be happy to see his wife and his younger sister?” he asked, the hint of a joke in his eyes. “I suppose I know where I’m not wanted.”

“Oh, go on,” Emma said. “But truthfully, you look like you have something to say.”

Kenneth grinned back at her; pride evident in his expression. “I suppose it’s just been a particularly good day. Several of my partners have introduced me to other parties. It’s nothing you two ladies would like to concern yourselves with; just know that we’re doing remarkably well financially. Has Thomas arrived yet?”

“Not yet,” Emma said. “But I have some news of my own. I wonder if I should tell you before or after Teresa and I finish our shopping.”

Kenneth’s brows quirked up, curious and pleased. “Shopping?” he asked. “That’s a pastime that I wouldn’t expect you to readily volunteer for, even now. But I suppose it has been some time since you’ve bought some new gowns.”

“Not for gowns,” Teresa replied. Emma could hear her barely contained excitement, which only fed into her own. “For furniture.”

Now Kenneth looked truly confused. Emma tried to keep the words from bursting from her throat, and so she folded her hands neatly in front of her, focusing on the cool metal of her wedding band.

“Furniture?” Kenneth asked. “Well… Redecorating isn’t something I ever saw you taking an interest in, Emma, but by all means, please go right ahead and change around whatever room you see fit. I want you to be comfortable in your own home.”

“Wonderful,” Emma replied. “I was hoping that you’d agree. We can’t go having a baby without a cradle!”

Kenneth’s head shot up and he looked at Emma with wide, questioning eyes. The hint of a smile played on his lips; Emma could tell that Kenneth barely believed what he was hearing. The joy in his expression was endearing and filled her heart with satisfaction. When she nodded, ensuring him that yes, it really was true, he laughed and swept her up into his arms.

“How long have you known?” he asked. “I’m surprised you could keep such a thing secret! Normally you wear every expression your heart experiences on your face.”

“It wasn’t easy,” she said. “Many times I wanted to break down and tell you, but I wasn’t quite sure yet. Only Teresa kept me from spilling my secret before I was certain it was true. But there’s no denying it! Kenneth, I’m with child!”

Saying the words outright solidified them into existence. Emma lay her head against her husband’s shoulder as Teresa congratulated them both. When he looked down at her, she could see that he did in fact have tears shimmering in the corners of his mossy green eyes.

 

          “Whether our child is a boy or a girl, I hope they share your eyes,” Emma said.

She smiled up at Kenneth, reaching up to wipe the shimmering droplets from his lashes. She felt his lips curve up in a smile when he bent down to kiss her.

“Oh, don’t,”  Kenneth said. “I was hoping our baby would share yours. But what a wonderful day this is! Now, all we need is Thomas. He should be here before the day’s end. Did you write and tell him the news? Or are you planning on surprising him as well?”

“I thought I might surprise him,” Emma said. “I would hate to miss my brother’s expression when he hears. I couldn’t bear to tell him in a letter and deprive myself of such a sight!”

Emma couldn’t help but notice how Teresa glanced up at the mention of Thomas’ name. The young woman’s head turned towards the window, scanning the view of the street. When Thomas’ carriage still did not arrive, she sighed. Her expression was just cheerful as always, but Emma wondered if Teresa had a secret of her own that she just wasn’t willing to share just yet.

However, once Emma heard the two of them begin to discuss whether or not the child was a girl or a boy, she couldn’t help but laugh.

“Emma is having a beautiful baby girl,” Teresa said. “And that’s that. You’ll get your son, I’m sure, but not this time! Oh, I’m going to be an aunt!”

Emma smiled to herself, gazing out at her little family that was steadily growing. She silently thanked her father for knowing what she truly wanted, what she truly needed. Emma knew that without his steady guidance, even as an ill, bedridden man, she never would have found such happiness. When she looked back at the dear man who was her husband, she knew deep in her heart that he was going to make a wonderful father as well.


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Edmund helped his wife into the carriage, and then the little one. “Careful now,” he said gently as Michael tumbled into the carriage with all the lively effervescence of a four year-old boy. Margaret caught his gaze, and together they shook their heads at their son.

Michael beamed up at him as he planted himself firmly beside his mother. They made arrangements as the carriage took off. It was a full minute before Michael gently poked his mother’s protruding belly, and said to Edmund, “Papa, Mama won’t tell me the truth.”

Edmund arched an eyebrow, wondering what it was exactly that his son was up to this time. Regardless, he indulged him. “What truth?”

“She’s refused to tell me what’s growing in her belly.”

Margaret shook her head and laughed, while Edmund tipped his chin thinkingly. “What do you suppose it is, Michael?”

“Aunt Anne says it’s a baby, but I don’t believe her.”

“No?” said Edmund, bemused, eager to hear what it was his son believed.

Michael shook his head contemplatively. “No, I don’t. I believe Uncle Victor. He says it’s a ball inside Mama’s belly, and I think he’s right.”

Margaret shook her head again, trying hard not to laugh.

“Well,” began Edmund. “Uncle Victor is quite wrong.”

“Really?” exclaimed Michael.

“Indeed. Would you like to take another guess as to what might be growing inside your mother’s belly?”

“Yes,” said Michael. Edmund laughed quietly to himself as his son closed his eyes to think deeply. His eyes found Margaret, and he whispered, I love you to her.

Margaret fondled her necklace as she said the words back to him.

Most of the time, Edmund could not believe his sheer luck that he had not only found the kindest, most beautiful woman in the universe but had had the brightest, funniest, most inquisitive son with her, with another on the way. When he reflected on the past and considered all that he would have missed out on had he held on tightly to the pain of his grief, blindly to his vow of vengeance, he wanted to scold himself, he wanted to cuss himself out.

But he was learning to be kinder to his past self.

He was shedding off the weight of history and learning to embrace the present, while he planned and looked forward to the future, And he knew deep in his heart that his future would always be coloured brightly with love and happiness, so long as he had his wife and his children in his life.

Edmund smilingly turned to his son at the same time that Michael’s eyes snapped open.

“I know what’s growing inside Mama’s belly,” said Michael sagely after taking in a long, dramatic breath.

“What is it?” echoed Edmund and Margaret at the same time, exchanging amused glances.

“It’s a rabbit,” said Michael with a tone of finality. “A pet rabbit just for me.”

“I did not see that one coming,” said Margaret with a straight face, and Edmund started to laugh.

Michael’s eyebrows lowered in frustrated confusion. He turned to his mother, eyeing her belly suspiciously before turning back to his father. “What, am I wrong? Is it not a rabbit?”

“No, Michael, I don’t have a rabbit growing inside of me,” said Margaret with as much of a serious face as she could, although Edmund could tell it was taking every fiber of her being to keep from laughing at her son’s amusing and ridiculous guesses.

“Are you certain about that?” Edmund said over Michael’s head, in a tone of mock seriousness.

“Truly, Edmund, surely you don’t want our son to carry such insane beliefs to everyone around him,” Margaret chided gently.

Edmund felt a lick of pleasure. Our son. “I wouldn’t mind,” he said simply. It was true. He had started off this journey adamant about not having children in order to teach his uncle a great lesson. It was strange how far he had come.

“You know what?” Edmund asked Margaret in low tones, so Michael wouldn’t hear.

“What?” Margaret said, raising her brows.

“It has been a hell of a journey,” Edmund said. “But I would never have had it with anyone but you.”

Margaret chuckled. “You are a true romantic, Edmund.”

He rolled his eyes. He did not quite believe that about himself. But since Margaret said it, it had to be true. She knew him better than he did himself.

“I wouldn’t raise this rascal with anyone but you, though,” Edmund said, intent on getting his point across.

Margaret looked up at him, her eyes aglow. “I know,” she said. “Me either.”

Edmund leaned back, contentment suffused into his very being. This had to be what life was, he thought. When you let go of the hate and anger and bitterness, you would start to enjoy the very meaning and purpose of life.

“I hope it’s a girl,” Margaret said in low tones. “I want to see you with our daughter.”

“Are you suggesting I’ll treat her any differently than I do our son?”

“Why, yes,” Margaret said sardonically. “She would be your precious little angel, and I will surely be pushed to the background.”

Edmund smiled. He did not think that anyone, even his own child, would ever erase the position of power Margaret held in his heart.

But he did not tell her so right away. Instead, he said, “You’re probably right. Two rascals are quite a lot for us to handle.”

Margaret laughed again. “You’re a great man, Edmund. The greatest man I ever met in my life.”

Edmund felt himself burning with pleasure. “You’d do well to remind me of that often.”

She ignored him, reaching across to put her hand on his. “I mean it. We both started our journeys with very different intentions. But I couldn’t be happier that we are here now. This feels like where we were always supposed to be.”

Edmund nodded. He felt exactly the same way. “It still puzzles me how I swore to myself to never love or have children.”

“People tend to hold on to pain quite easily,” Margaret said wisely. I think it speaks to your character.”

“Really? How?”

“You made a vow for years and kept it, Edmund,” Margaret said. “It’s more than anyone could do. It’s more than I could do. I remember how steadfastly you pushed me away in our earlier years because you thought you were betraying your father.”

Edmund said, feeling a sorry helping of guilt. “I’m sorry about that.”

“It wasn’t your fault,” Margaret said. “Besides, you’ve all but made up for it. I remember you back in my father’s garden, telling me you would spend every day making me not regret choosing you. You’ve done all that and more, Edmund Caldwell.”

Edmund beamed. It was unbelievable how far he had come.

“If I had known that a day would come where I would have no problems sharing my feelings this easily with my wife, I would have thought differently,” he mused.

“So would I,” Margaret said. “In a way, we are alike. We both grew up in homes where we watched our surviving parents struggle with the loss of our dead one. And so we closed ourselves to love forever.”

“Now that I know what I do, I would wager that loving someone for a few years makes up for the many years in solitude,” Edmund said.

“I agree,” Margaret said. “My father has found love again, but I do wonder if he misses my mother.”

“He does,” Edmund said, very certain of this fact. “The love he shared with your mother will always be the greatest love of his life. But he is happy now, and that’s what counts.”

Margaret nodded. She looked out of the window. “I’m grateful you came back for me, Edmund. Otherwise, I’d be an old spinster, knitting by the fire as I watched my father rewed.”

Edmund chuckled. “A man would have scooped you up almost immediately. It was my greatest fear. I still fear that would happen, even now.”

Margaret raised a brow. “I suppose it wouldn’t occur to you that I wouldn’t want anyone else but you.”

Edmund felt pleasure bubbling in his heart. “I wouldn’t know,” he said. “You did mention how horribly I treated you.”

“Again, that was no fault of yours,” Margaret said. “All we have to do is make sure we raise our child – children – right, so they don’t grow up lacking love, the way we did.”

Edmund smiled at her. “That would be quite possible,” he said. “With you, Margaret Caldwell, I do not know how to contain my love.”

Margaret had a strange smile on her face as she faced the window again. Edmund stared at her, wondering what she was thinking.

“Margaret?” he whispered after a while of silence.

“I’m sorry,” Margaret said suddenly. “Sometimes, I wonder about Cecelia.”

Edmund felt whatever pleasure he had fizzle into nothing. “You shouldn’t,” Edmund said. “She nearly destroyed us, what we had. I wouldn’t miss her much if I were you.”

“I know,” Margaret said quickly. “I don’t miss her, especially now that I know what person she is. I just wonder sometimes. Here we are with our lives planned out and great, and the last I heard, she is still unwed.”

Edmund shrugged. He could not bring himself to care. “I feel as though she still hasn’t changed,” he said. “Perhaps when she does, she’ll get herself a husband.”

Margaret sighed. “I really hope so.”

Edmund stared at her. He had been quite lucky with his wife. How many women would choose to forgive Cecelia and hope for the best for her after what she had done? “You’re a great woman, Margaret,” Edmund said.

“I know,” Margaret said cheekily. “You had better keep proving me right.”

“I will,” Edmund said earnestly, grabbing her hand. He was never going to let go of her, he was certain. Never.

“I can’t hear either of you,” Michael suddenly whined.

“You shouldn’t,” Margaret said easily. “Perhaps when you’re old enough one day, you’ll say something similar to your wife, though.”

“I don’t want to marry,” Michael said seriously. “I’ll never marry.”

Edmund chuckled to himself. His son had no idea how remarkably close he sounded to his father a long, long time ago.

“You shouldn’t,” Edmund said, drawing himself a glare from Margaret. “Not unless you meet the second most fantastic woman in the world and she loves you as well.”

“Who is the most fantastic woman in the world then?” Michael perked up.

“Your mother,” Edmund said with a brow raised.

“I thought so,” Margaret said, in tones of mock-annoyance.

“Is that why Mama has a rabbit growing in her?” Michael asked. “Because you love each other?”

“It is not a rabbit, Michael,” Margaret said wearily.

“Are you certain about that?” Edmund said over Michael’s head, in a tone of mock seriousness, to which Margaret glared at her husband.

“It’s not a rabbit,” repeated Margaret decisively, as if that would convince her little son.

“What is it, then?” cried Michael impatiently.

Edmund made a face at his son, to which he threw his head back and laughed, his cheeks turning red just like his mother’s.

“Dear son,” said Edmund, patting his son reassuringly on the back. He held Margaret’s gaze as he held his son’s hand, and he knew that he had nothing more to worry about in his life. Edmund knew that he had found his pace. “In time,” he said to his son, “In time, you’ll see.”


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Three Years Later

A child’s giggle came from the curtains behind Lila at her escritoire, where she sat finishing a letter to her father, hopefully in time for his upcoming birthday. “Clayton!” she called without looking up.

“Yes, dear?” Her husband appeared in the doorway with a smile.

“I do believe you’ve lost something.” She didn’t look up, but she couldn’t keep the smile off her face. Behind her, she could hear not one but two distinct whispers.

“Oh?” His eyebrow rose.

“Were you not helping get prepared for our picnic?” She signed her name and looked up at her handsome husband.

“But of course, my love.” Clayton gave her a longing look. Their days of picnicking by the lake as a private getaway were long over.

Lila shook her head at him. “So those are fairies hiding behind my good curtains?”

The somewhat confused expression on his face instantly vanished. His attempts to keep his smile from his face were only marginally successful, but it was audible in his voice. “Fairies? It’s a blessing to be visited by fairies, is it not?” Giggles exited the lumps behind the curtains.

“Do you intend to defend your wife from such creatures, or do you plan to leave me at their mercy?”

“Heaven forbid, my lady. Let us go fairy hunting, then.” A squeal from an excited child made Clayton and Lila share a smile. The smaller of the two lumps behind the curtains was already wiggling excitedly.

“Then let us chase fairies in three… two… one!” Two toddlers shot out from behind the curtains, one toddling too unstably to really run away. With a quickly shared glance with his wife, Clayton chased their elder son, Liam, and left Lila to pretend to chase their younger son, Tobias, who hadn’t quite reached his first birthday. She did little more than creep up behind him as he shrieked and laughed, getting closer and letting him escape her in endless circles until finally she caught him up in her arms and kissed him all over his face.

Her son squealed in almost ear-piercing glee. “Mummy! Nooo!”

“I caught you, so I get to kiss you.” she laughed with him, sinking onto the couch with her son in her lap. Tobias wiggled in her lap but seemed to enjoy snuggling into her despite his protests.

Clayton reentered the room, their almost two-and-a-half-year-old son thrown over his shoulder, the boy wriggling and kicking ineffectually as both laughed.

“Papa, put me down!”

Clayton did as he was commanded, bending and setting Liam on the couch beside his mother. “There. Boys, what have you done with your nurse? I thought she was getting you dressed to go out and have a picnic.”

“She did!” Liam insisted, waving in a general way at himself and his brother. Both wore matching little white outfits to leave the house, even if both would be soiled and grass-stained in no time.

Lila tickled her younger son on her lap until he shrieked. That was quite enough of that, however. She looked up to joke with her husband only to catch sight of the boys’ nurse entering the room, looking embarrassed. “I’m so sorry, my lady. They promised they would sit where I put them and not run away.” Her eyes turned to the boys, who both shrank down guiltily.

Clayton clicked his tongue. “Liam, Tobias…”

“Promised a picnic!” the younger of the two pointed out.

“And we’ll be going for a picnic just like I promised,” Clayton agreed. “That’s what a promise is. You should have stayed where Miss Adams asked after you promised.” Both boys looked penitent, so he gave in, sharing a smile with Lila. The boys were too young to hold accountable, but they’d agreed they wanted to make sure honesty would run in the family. “Now, which of you is going to go check if the carriage is ready?”

Shouts of “Me! Me!” came from both boys. They slid away from their parents, running out of the room and rampaging down the stairs like a herd of wild horses. Of course, Tobias’s attempts at running forced Liam to be patient with his younger brother. Clayton trailed after them with a nod for the two ladies that remained.

“I’m sorry, madam—” The nurse began, but Lila shook her head.

“No, it’s quite all right, Miss Adams. I love my boys, and they do tend to get riled up with promises of picnics and other such outings.” Lila rose to her feet to make for the door to follow her boys. “Is everything else ready?”

“Yes, madam.”

Lila gestured for the governess to precede her out the door. “Then let us go seek out the carriage which has my sons laughing so excitedly down there.”

*****

Not for the first time, Clayton wished he could whisk his lovely wife away to celebrate their anniversary more privately, but that would never work, not with their boys. He loved his sons dearly, but occasionally he would enjoy making love to their mother spontaneously, rather than being forced to plan out their evenings around such encounters.

The family reached the lake, and Clayton quickly leaped from the carriage to hand his sons down to the ground before they hurt themselves. “Don’t run off, boys; you need to stay where Miss Adams can see you. Remember?”

“Yes, Papa!” Liam even grabbed his brother’s hand to make sure Tobias stayed put, even if it would only last for a moment.

Clayton offered the young woman a hand down first, knowing she would be needed to chase after his boys any moment now.

“All right, boys,” the nurse said, offering her hand to the younger of the two. “Let’s go to the picnic blanket over there!” The boys laughed and started running off, the meadow looking more like a well-tended lawn than it had when Clayton and Lila had first taken up residence. They didn’t want their sons running afoul of unpleasant wildlife.

Surrounded by the children’s cries of delight, Clayton turned to his wife, grasping her waist and gently picking her up to bring her down to join him. “Happy anniversary, my love,” he told her, bending his head to kiss her. Three years had flown by; he almost couldn’t believe it.

“Happy anniversary, dear husband,” Lila replied, and then after a glance to make sure their boys and the nurse weren’t looking, gave him a more forceful kiss, gripping his shirt as she made the decision to deepen the kiss. “The rest will have to wait till tonight, I’m afraid,” she murmured under her breath.

Clayton groaned quietly. “That’s not fair, dearest. It’s cruel and far too early in the day. It’s not as though I can snuggle with you when the boys and their nurse are here.”

“I don’t see why not. Come sit with me on the blanket; they won’t even notice. Look, they’re already playing some kind of game.”

He turned and saw that she was absolutely right. The boys were chasing one another and their nurse in circles. Liam was big enough to catch his brother, and Tobias could catch their nurse’s carefully planned “escape,” and then she could chase the older of the two boys. It seemed well planned out to drain them of energy, at least enough so they might sit still when they opened the large hamper of food that had been delivered to the meadow before they arrived.

Clayton reached for his wife’s hand, tucking it into the crook of his elbow before they headed for the plaid blanket. In the three years, they had lived at Clover Hill, Lila and Clayton had been coming to the lake frequently each summer, from as early as they could stand the spring chill. Usually, their first several visits were too cold to jump in the cold lake water, but by the time the weather warmed up, so had the lake. “I must admit I failed to figure out what to get you for an anniversary gift, love.”

“That’s all right, Clayton,” Lila softly replied as they approached the blanket. “I have something for you that’s big enough to share.”

“Oh? And what’s that?”

She looked up and gave him a cheeky smile. “Guess.”

Clayton blew out his breath in a great big huff of a laugh. “You’re too creative for me to guess, love. That old watch of my father’s you had fixed up and mounted as a keepsake still takes the cake for the best gift yet.”

Lila laughed. “This is better.”

When they reached the blanket, he was so wrapped up in his wife’s secret that he didn’t even notice when the laughter of two toddlers swirled closer or farther away from them. Clayton and Lila had sat down close to each other, but he pulled her closer until she sat between his knees. “I don’t know. If I give up, will you tell me?”

“How about a hint?” Lila laughed at him when he pouted. “Oh, very well. You’re going to have to wait about eight months for the gift, anyway.”

The father of her children opened his mouth to question her when the time frame clued him in. “Are you? Truthfully?” he breathed, feeling every part of him practically floating with the idea of another child. Lila nodded several times fast, grinning while pressing her hands to her midsection. Clayton wrapped her in his arms, pressing his hands atop hers, and leaned in to kiss her soundly.

Only when their kissing toppled them over sideways did he retreat from his lovely wife. “I’m sure this time we’ll have a daughter for the boys to fuss over.” He knew that Lila wasn’t upset with two boys, but she had hoped for a girl the second time.

A slow smile spread across her face. “We can only hope. With my luck, we’ll end up with eight boys before we get a little princess for them to protect.” The sly smile she presented that statement with tugged at him low in the gut.

“Good heavens, just think of that. What a madhouse it would be!” Clayton laughed, his heart lighter than it had been in years. He kissed her cheek, leaning in so he could whisper, “Though I’ll not argue trying again and again. Let’s fill the house to bursting.”

“Goodness, you’ll fill me to bursting first.” She attempted to straighten, but he was having none of it. He pulled her over sideways again just to hear her squeal in surprise. She didn’t disappoint him, nor did the answering squeals from the two little boys who ran over to climb on top of their parents’ lying half on and half off the blanket.

“Would you like to have a little sister, boys? Or a little brother?” Clayton asked, tickling one barefoot and then one rosy cheek.

“I’m the little brudder!” announced Tobias to everyone’s amusement.

“Yes, dear, you are,” Lila agreed, sitting up slowly with Liam’s tiny shoes in her lap. “But you’re going to have an even littler brother or sister by the end of winter. Do you think you can be a big brother like Liam is your big brother?”

Tobias looked solemn, picking at the grass as if it would answer the question for him. “Think so,” he muttered after a moment. “Can we play togedder?”

“Oh yes,” Clayton confirmed. “What about you, Liam? Could you be a big brother for two little siblings? It’s a big responsibility.”

“Oh yes,” Liam echoed, nodding once like it was a fact they could count on.

Clayton rolled his son off of his chest so he could sit up and hug Lila to him again. “You are such a wonderful present yourself, my dear, but I love your anniversary present already.”


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Two Years Later

Jessie gazed into the long mirror on the wall of the bedchamber she shared with Anthony. Turning to the side, she squinted as she soaked in her reflection. It was impossible to believe how swollen her belly had become. The pale-yellow dress that she wore seemed to emphasize the swell of her stomach, but perhaps she really was drawing closer to delivering the child. Yes, it wouldn’t be long now until the baby arrived, she was sure of that.

Smiling at the thought that she and Anthony would soon become parents, she knew that her husband would be the best father in the world. In the past two years since their marriage, their relationship had blossomed and flourished, going from strength to strength. It felt like their bond strengthened and deepened every single day. Now, they would have a new addition to their happy little family, and neither of them could wait.

A knock sounded at door and Jessie called, “Enter!”

A young dark-haired maid pushed open the door and smiled at her mistress. “Miss Abigail Clark has arrived, my lady,” she announced. “She’s downstairs in the parlor with the master, and they wished for me to request that you join them.”

“Please inform them that I’ll be down in a moment,” she replied.

Taking one last look in the mirror, Jessie tucked a strand of blonde hair behind her ear and waddled out of the room, heading down to the parlor. Seeing Abby would be a treat. The other woman didn’t get to visit from London as often as either of them would have wished. From Abby’s letters, Jessie suspected that her friend had a new beau.

The moment that Jessie walked into the parlor, Abby jumped to her feet, squealing. Abby raced over to her friend and clasped her hands. “Oh, how are you, my dearest Jessie? I cannot believe it!” she giggled. “You’ve gotten so big! I cannot wait to be an aunt to my new niece or nephew. It won’t be long now! Do you think it will be a boy or a girl?”

“Abby!” Anthony chided his sister lightheartedly. “Allow Jessie a little time to answer. You’ll overwhelm her with all of those questions!”

Flushing, Abby shrugged. “I do apologize, Jessie,” she smiled. “I suppose I’m a little excited. I simply cannot contain myself when I’m in such high dudgeon.”

Jessie took a moment to study her friend. Her flawless dress was pale pink in color, trimmed with lace around her neck. With her hair pinned around her face, she looked a little older and more mature. However, she didn’t seem to change at all, not even when they were apart for long periods of time. In many ways, when Jessie looked at Abby, she merely saw the girl she’d seen as a sister for her entire life. Now, they were sisters in the eyes of the law, too, and the thought never failed to make Jessie feel giddy.

“Do not concern yourself, Abby. I’m quite well, I assure you. My husband worries about me far too much.” Jessie paused. “As for your questions, I suspect that I am carrying a boy, but I cannot say for sure. I know Anthony would love an heir whom he can teach to fish and shoot.”

“I would love a boy or a girl,” Anthony added. “Our child will be the most beautiful baby anyone ever saw.”

“I do not doubt it,” Abby agreed. “But only if the child looks like its mother.”

Anthony glowered at his sister’s joke, but he took it in good humor. It was clear that he was happy to have Abigail there too. The siblings had obviously missed each other. More than anything, Jessie would be glad of her sister-in-law’s assistance once the baby arrived. Having her friend, now her sister too, around gave her comfort. These two people were not only her family, but they were her best friends in the world, and she loved them both.

“Perhaps we could take a turn?” Abby suggested. “My legs are still stiff from the carriage ride here, and I should like to stretch them.”

Anthony nodded. “I don’t see why not,” he agreed before turning to his wife. “Do you feel well enough?”

Rolling her eyes, she waved away his concerns. “Anthony, I’m with child, but I’m not an invalid. A walk would do me a world of good.”

The three of them walked through the large entrance doors to the house, heading out into the expansive grounds. Jessie deeply inhaled the fresh air. The air was full of the sweet scent of blooming summer flowers. Just beyond the nearside of the garden, they passed the lake. Beams of sunlight danced over it, bouncing off the rippling water as they passed it.

Jessie felt so peaceful here. She would never grow tired of living in this place. During her childhood, it had provided her with summer solace. Now, it was her home, the place where she and her husband would raise their family and grow old together.

As they quietly ventured further toward the woodland, Abby laughed aloud suddenly. “Do you recall all the times we came out here when we were children?” she asked. “All the times we raced out here?”

“Yes, of course,” Anthony replied with a nod. “We always used to race.”

“And I used to beat you,” teased Abby.

Anthony scowled playfully. “In your dreams, perhaps. You never won a single race.”

Pouting, Abby rolled her eyes. “That was only because I’m the youngest. It simply wasn’t fair. I should have gotten a head start.”

“You would have needed an hour,” Anthony shot back. “Even then, you still would have never beaten me.”

“Now, now,” Jessie intervened, giggling at the banter between the siblings. “If I recall correctly, I was the victor most times.”

They both spun to face her, stunned and chuckling. “Never,” Anthony said, shaking his head. “If I recall, there were times when I had to carry you out of here.”

“That was one time,” Jessie protested. “And it was only because I’d injured my foot falling from the treehouse.”

Before Anthony could reply, Abby clapped her hands together excitedly. “Oh, the treehouse!” she exclaimed. “How I’ve missed that place. We spent so many days whiling away the hours there. We should revisit it!”

A knowing glance passed between Jessie and Anthony as they both clearly remembered the last time they were there. Their first intimate tryst had occurred there as their physical affection had boiled over in a tangle of wanton lust and need. Tamping down the fluttering in her chest, Jessie cleared her throat and nodded.

“Yes, you’re right,” she agreed, smiling at her best friend’s enthusiasm. “It would be nice for all three of us to be there again, like we were all those years ago.”

Abby raced ahead, clearly eager to reach the treehouse, and Jessie realized that her heart had never felt so light. Over the past two years, she’d been happier than she could have envisaged. Her husband was the most attentive, loving man in the world, she was sure.

Even more importantly, she’d witnessed as he had grown and healed. From time to time, she saw evidence of the traumas he’d been through in the past, but he’d learned to open up to her when he felt his demons rising. She cherished the knowledge that he felt safe enough to be vulnerable around her. Their trust and love meant everything to Jessie.

As they reached the treehouse, Jessie shook herself out of her deep reflections and watched Abby race up the ladder. Peering down the other woman rolled her eyes.

“Can you make it up here?” Abby questioned.

Biting on her lip, Jessie glanced over at Anthony. “Would you help me up?” she asked.

“It’d be my pleasure,” he said with a smile, assisting her as she struggled up the ladder.

Panting, Jessie flopped down to the floor when she got inside. The baby was sapping all her energy, but she knew it would be worth it.

“This place has barely changed,” Abby commented. “Have you revived it, Anthony? It looks like it’s had a coat of paint.”

Anthony flushed pink and ducked his head. “Oh, a while ago,” he replied breezily. “Two years ago, I think.”

“We should come here more often,” Abby sighed. “I feel like a child again in here.”

“Me too,” agreed Jessie. “If it wasn’t for this giant bump, I could easily imagine I’m ten years old again.”

“They truly were good times,” Anthony chimed in. “But our past is something to cherish while our present is something to hold dearly every single day.”

Abby tilted her head. “You two are the most nauseating pair I know. It’s simply sickening how much in love you are. It’s even more sickening that I couldn’t be happier for you.”

“I’m glad you’re here, Abby,” Jessie said, reaching out a hand to her friend. “I’ve missed our tea parties and talks.”

“At least you have Anthony for company here,” Abby responded. “London is so boring without you. After you left, I realized how vapid most of the society ladies are. Charlotte Hughes does nothing but talk of her broken engagement to Lord Coates. If I hear her lament her heartbreak for another moment, I may scream. Please don’t even get me started on Louise King or Elizabeth Townsend! Their conversation makes my skin crawl.”

“Then perhaps we need to find you a husband to occupy your times,” jested Anthony.

Her eyes glinted playfully. “What makes you think I don’t already have someone in mind?” she giggled.

Anthony’s gaze darkened. “I certainly hope not, not without running it by me first.”

“Oh, don’t be so serious, dear brother. I know that you will adore whomever I choose in the end.”

“Anthony will surely put him through hell just on principle,” Jessie observed. “He will want to prove the man who wins your heart to be a worthy suitor.”

“As it should be,” laughed her husband. “The most important test is that he makes you happy, of course, like Jessie makes me the happiest man in the world.”

“We seem to have returned to being nauseating,” Abby joked. “But, despite all that, you deserve happiness more than anyone. After everything that happened two years ago, I can’t believe the differences between the both of you. It’s like the sun has risen.”

Jessie realized just how correct her friend was. For a long time, the moon had hung over her, but now it was obscured by the warm rays of the sun, casting its bright light over their future, and shining on a wonderful path of opportunities ahead of them. Jessie shuffled closer to her husband, leaning into her side as she relaxed in the company of her two favorite people.

Life was truly perfect, and it would only get better.


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Eighteen months later

Marcus could not believe that his life could get any better. He gazed out the window of their country home at the green fields of grass that expanded out into a deep forest. The sunlight was bright, and they were blessed with another rare cloudless day.

 He heard Edwina pacing the hall, quietly murmuring to their child. Her voice was soft and sweet, but he could tell that she was tired. It had been a particularly restless night for their child, and therefore, it had been for both of them as well.

 “Olivia, close those beautiful eyes and get some rest for mama, won’t you?” Edwina whispered.

Marcus smiled, his heart full. After Olivia had been born, he did not think he could ever feel happier than that, but every day that he woke up was better than the last. They’d moved to the countryside to escape the noise and bustle of London, and Marcus had not regretted it one bit. They now had time to enjoy their daughter, who would be turning one in a matter of days. Not only that, but they also were afforded the opportunity to enjoy each other as a couple.

“Did you finally get her to sleep?” he asked quietly. When he glanced down, he saw that the baby’s blue eyes were wide and blinking. “I suppose not.”

“As you can see, the answer would be no,” Edwina said, laughing gently.

Marcus looked down at the child, who was the perfect mix between the two of them. Olivia was graced with the exact shape of Edwina’s mouth, that perfect bow that he loved so much.

“My parents should be arriving today,” Edwina said. “Soon, I hope. I was told to expect them early in the afternoon, so I can’t imagine that we should have to wait much longer.”

Marcus nodded; he knew how desperate her parents were to arrive before Olivia’s first birthday. They had written letter after letter, and Marcus could nearly hear the excitement in the Baroness’ voice through the written words. He smiled; his mother had reacted much the same way when Olivia was first born.

Now that they resided in the quiet countryside near London, Marcus found that this was much the life he preferred. He watched Edwina cradling Olivia in her arms, the tender way she stroked the infant’s tuft of brown hair, and his heart sung.

Their child was the picture of everything perfect in his world. She giggled in her one-year-old voice, and Marcus smiled. He could not believe now that he had put off having a child for so long. His little family was everything to him, his entire life. Marcus reached out to stroke his daughter’s rosy cheek, and Olivia babbled at him, her eyes bright with happiness. Her hand reached out for him, grasping one finger in her fist.

It seemed so foolish to Marcus now that he had nearly thrown this away just to shirk the responsibilities and expectations his father laid on him even after the man’s death. Olivia and Edwina brought him more joy than he could ever have known without them, and he was grateful now for the circumstances that brought him towards the love of his life.

“Oh, Olivia,” Edwina said. “I do think it’s time for you to try for a nap! What do you think, my child? Won’t you try and get some sleep?”

“Olivia, you need to let your mother rest!” Marcus playfully scolded. “Here, why don’t I take her for a moment?”

Before Edwina could hand him their child, there came a knock upon the door. Edwina straightened in her excitement. He watched the look of joy pass over her face as the door opened to reveal her mother and father.

“Edwina, my dear!” the Baroness cried, throwing her arms up to embrace her daughter. “And, oh, the little one! Look at how much she’s grown, my goodness! Howard, is she not simply the most darling thing?”

The Baron stepped forward to shake Marcus’ hand firmly, a warm smile on his face.

“Good to see you,” his father-in-law said, clasping Marcus’ shoulder with his free hand. “I’m glad that the two of you are doing well!”

Marcus noticed that the Baron’s leg had healed completely. He still had a slight limp even almost two years after the incident, though he no longer needed a cane to get from place to place.

Just behind him, Olivia began to wail in Edwina’s arms, and Marcus heard his wife sigh in exhaustion. The infant’s voice rose overhead and reverberated off the walls, her tiny face red in exertion.

“I should say that’s an overstatement,” Marcus said. “With this little one, we’ve barely had any time to rest! She only stops crying when Edwina or I hold her. She fusses with Burnette, though the woman is so good with her.”

Edwina’s parents chuckled fondly, and the Baroness took the child in her arms. Amazingly, Olivia’s sobs quieted down. A laugh came bubbling out from the child, and her small hand reached up for the Baroness’ cheek.

“Now that we’re here, you two can have a little time to relax,” Sophia said. “We’ll have our luggage brought in, but in the meantime, perhaps you two should rest. There is no shame in a nap when your child’s grandparents are visiting!”

Marcus breathed out a sigh of relief, smiling at Edwina. She looked exhausted but was still the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen. Edwina turned to him, a heavenly happiness in her green eyes.

“A nap does sound wonderful,” Edwina considered. “Doesn’t it?”

“Absolutely,” Marcus said. “Would you really not mind, Baroness?”

 “Of course, I wouldn’t mind,” she said. “This sweet little cherub is the reason we came! Look at how big she’s gotten; soon to be one, my goodness!”

The Baroness directed these last words to the child herself, who smiled at the woman with a huge grin. Marcus breathed out a sigh of relief and turned to Edwina, who was already heading up to their bedchamber. She turned to give him a look of contentment, and Marcus returned it, his eyes bleary. His energy was depleted as well, and a little rest was too tempting to turn down. He found that the moment he turned the door handle to their chambers, a rush of exhaustion fell over him.

Marcus loosened Edwina’s gown and helped her out of it, allowing her the respite of sleeping in her shift, and Marcus hung up his waistcoat. The bed was more inviting than he thought it would be, and he relished the thought of having this time alone with his wife.

“This feels amazing,” Edwina said, hiding her face from the sun as she crawled beneath the sheets. “I’m so glad they’re here to watch Olivia for a little while.”

“That makes the both of us,” Marcus agreed, sliding in next to her. “For one so small, she has the loudest set of lungs that I’ve ever heard.”

“Shocking given that her father was once considered the quietest man of the ton,” Edwina said, brushing back a lock of his hair that had fallen over his face.

The two of them laughed together, and Marcus pulled her close. He breathed her in and let a strong sense of peace wash through him. Marcus took in the sight of Edwina’s tired green eyes glinting back at him, the way they closed slowly, blinking in her tiredness.

Marcus himself felt his eyelids growing heavier, but when he opened them again, he saw that Edwina had already fallen asleep. Her chest rose and fell softly in the light, and she looked like the picture of tranquility.

As Marcus gazed at his wife, his heart swelled with joy. He had a perfect family, and it was everything that he could have wanted and more. He knew then without a shadow of a doubt that his life had more meaning than he could ever truly know, and from now on, he would never have to worry about anyone’s expectations ever again.

In Edwina’s eyes, Marcus would always be enough.


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The Lord’s Deceiving Game – Extended Epilogue

 

One year later

Christianna almost fell asleep as she held onto the wriggling baby. She had been fed, and Christianna had made sure every need had been dealt with, but her daughter had decided to be very lively. She had no idea how seeing as she had been up most of the night. Christianna was running on very little energy, and she was struggling to stay awake.

Having a child was something to be proud of, but it was a struggle when they were so animated. And Jessica was only a week old.

The door opened and closed, and Christianna looked up to see Adam crossing the room towards her.

“We have to watch her closely. She seems a wild little one. Even when she is sleeping, she doesn’t seem to calm down,” he said with humor in his voice.

“She’s just being lively.” Christianna defended her daughter with a jesting tone.

She was sitting upright in bed, and all she wanted was to cuddle with her child, but it seemed like Jessica had other ideas.

“Let me take her.” Adam leaned over and gently took his daughter from his wife’s arms. “I’ll look after her. You get some sleep.”

“But…”

“No buts. You spent two days giving birth to her, and I don’t think you’ve properly rested. Make the most of it while I spend time with our child.” Adam kissed her head. “You can’t look after a baby if you don’t look after yourself.”

He did have a point. Christianna wanted to argue, but another yawn came on, and she felt Adam gently pressing on her shoulder.

“Go to sleep, darling.” He kissed her and pulled back with a smile. “I’ll look after Jessica. The wet nurse can feed her if you’re still asleep. Now close your eyes.”

Christianna found her eyes closing as his soothing voice, letting the sleep take over. It wrapped around her and dragged her under, feeling like a warm cocoon. There was a part of her that was worried about her daughter being elsewhere, but she told herself that she shouldn’t worry. Adam had Jessica, and he doted on her more than she did.

Her husband had been a rock throughout her pregnancy. Christianna had tried to carry on as usual, but it was hard. She had become emotional all the time, and things seemed to upset her pretty quickly. Adam didn’t bat an eyelid throughout it all. He simply held her when she cried, held her hand as she talked, and got things for her that Christianna didn’t realize she needed. It was surprising that he would put up with all of it, especially as she had been pregnant for nine months of their thirteen-month marriage, but Christianna wasn’t about to complain. She knew how lucky she was to have Adam at her side.

She couldn’t have asked for a better partner.

When she opened her eyes again, it was to someone kissing her. Adam was leaning over her, giving her a smile that warmed her. Christianna accepted the kiss, sighing as Adam sat on the edge of the bed and deepened the kiss for a moment before pulling back. Christianna rubbed at her eyes and yawned.

“Where’s Jessica?”

“She’s fast asleep in her crib.” Adam nodded at the crib by the window. “She fell asleep about half an hour ago. I’ve just been watching both of you sleep.”

“That can’t have been interesting.”

“Trust me, it was fascinating.” Adam stroked her hair. “How are you feeling after your sleep?”

“How long have I slept?”

“Almost three hours.”

It felt like longer. But Christianna was feeling a little better; although, she did feel a bit sluggish still. Adam kissed her nose.

“Take your time. It’s going to take a while before you catch up with your sleep. It’s called motherhood.”

“I just hope I start looking better than a complete mess.” Christianna frowned. “I feel like a lump.”Adam chuckled.

“Trust me, you certainly don’t look like one. You look beautiful to me.”

“You would say that.”

“And I’ll keep saying it.” Adam kissed her before sitting up, taking her hand, and lacing their fingers together. “I received a letter from Mother today. She wants to come and meet her granddaughter.”

“Of course she does. I’m surprised she hasn’t come to visit before now. She said she wanted to help during the labour.”Adam paused.

“That was my fault. I asked if she could give us two weeks after the birth so we could get used to having a baby. I wanted us to recover from the childbirth and bond before we let anyone else come and visit. I said the same to your family as well.”
Christianna blinked. She’d had had no idea about any of this. Now she knew why Louisa had politely turned her down to come and help when she went into labour.

“You did that?”

“I did.” Adam’s thumb rubbed across the back of her hand. “You went through two days of labour, and that scared me. I want you to have some calm and get used to being a mother before everyone descends on you.”

She should have been mad about that. There had been points during her labour when Christianna wanted her mother. She had had three children, so she knew what childbirth was like. Even overbearing as she was, Lady Carnarvon would have been a welcoming presence. Her mother had certainly mellowed over the past year since seeing her daughter was genuinely happy. But instead of being mad, Christianna smiled.

“Thank you.”

“You’re not mad?”

“You did what you thought was right by me, and that’s all I could ask for. You’ve always looked after me.” Christianna sat up, adjusting the pillows behind her. “What else did your mother write about?”

“That people have been asking after us, and when were we going to come back to London.”

Now that was interesting. The scandal at what happened between them had been pretty big, and they had made the mutual decision to go to Adam’s estate in the country and stay there until everything died down. Considering how much people were talking about their situation,

Christianna didn’t think it would die down anytime soon. Apparently, there were people already putting it behind them.

From the look on Adam’s face, he wasn’t too keen on the idea of going back to where the mess had happened.

“Do you want to go back to London?” Christianna asked.

“You want me to be honest?”

“Of course.”

Adam sighed.

“I’d be happy not to go back to London again. It’s just brought me a lot of grief. But it’s up to you.” He squeezed her hand. “I’ll follow your lead.”

He had been doing that a lot. Giving the decision-making to her. Christianna had protested in the beginning, but she got used to it. She did the same to him, and their balance seemed to work. And, if she was honest, she preferred living out in the country. The solitude could feel like the walls were closing in on her, but Christianna had good company in the shape of her husband, and she wasn’t about to argue with that.

Jessica and Adam were all she needed to be happy.

She looked up at the crib.

“Mother hosts a Christmas ball at our London home in early December. Jessica will be eight months old by then. How about we show our faces for a couple of hours there and see how it goes? If it goes well, we can venture into London for a couple of weeks at a time. If it’s a disaster, we don’t have to.”

Adam thought for a moment. Then he nodded.

“I like that idea.”

“I’m glad you do.” Christianna smiled. “I do want to spend Christmas here though. This place does look beautiful with all the snow.”

“You just want an excuse to stay on the estate, don’t you?”

“Of course.”

Adam chuckled. Then he leaned in and kissed her.

“I love you, Christianna. I’m glad I stopped running.”

“So am I.” Christianna stroked his jaw. “Could you ask Isabella if I can have some tea brought up? I’m in need of some.”

“Of course.” Adam kissed her forehead. “And if Jessica’s still asleep, perhaps we could have a cuddle.”Christianna laughed.

“You do know that the idea of doing anything after I’ve given birth isn’t a good idea.”

“It’s just cuddling. That’s all.”

“I’ve heard that before.”

Adam grinned.

“Not this time.” He kissed her mouth. “You tell me what you want, and I’ll do it. No questions.”

“None?”

“None.”Christianna giggled.

“Then how about you get that tea, and I’ll think about the cuddle?”

*****

Seven Months Later

“Oh, Chloe,” Lady Willowshire scolded softly, swatting at Chloe with her fan. “Would you stop fiddling with your dress?”

“My apologies, Mother. There was a stray thread on my skirt.”

“It’s fine. Nobody’s going to notice. It really will fall to pieces if you fuss over it.”Chloe bowed her head.

“Forgive me, Mother,” she mumbled.

She couldn’t help herself. She had been very nervous about coming out tonight. Even though she was eager to see Christianna and meet her husband again, there was still a fear in the back of her mind that they would be caught and exposed. Chloe was frightened that she would say the wrong thing and then everyone would know. Her father would be disappointed if she breathed a word to anyone.

Not being able to tell her closest friend her family’s problems was very difficult. But Chloe had made a promise.

“Oh, darling.” Lady Willowshire’s expression softened and she reached across to grasp her daughter’s hands. “I know it’s hard. But we have to make the best of it. And remember, don’t discuss finances with anyone. That includes Lady Balenbury.”

“I know, Mother,” Chloe sighed. “But she wouldn’t betray my trust. I know she wouldn’t.”

“Maybe she wouldn’t, but your father asked you to promise.” Her mother looked worried. “Please, darling, do this for us. For me?”

When her mother was vulnerable like this, it was hard for Chloe to refuse. She squeezed her mother’s hand and nodded.

“All right. I won’t.”

“Thank you.”

Chloe sighed and looked out of the window. It was difficult when there was the threat of scandal hovering over their heads. When her father had come home and said they were close to bankruptcy, Chloe had felt panic. She didn’t know what to do. And her mother had been distraught. There were so many things they would have to cut down on, including the servants and the finer things. Chloe wasn’t too fussed about that, but she did care what people thought. Her mother was very proud, and her father was well respected. That would go down once the ton found out he was not going to have anything to show for his title.

If only she could talk to someone about it. Chloe didn’t like bottling it up inside. But she had promised her parents that this would be kept a secret. Somehow, they would find the money and get their wealth back. Chloe had no idea how they were going to do that, but it would happen. Her parents were resourceful. They would be fine.

Somehow.

Their carriage pulled up outside Carnarvon Manor and both women alighted, Lady Willowshire wrapping herself up in her coat and shivering as they went up the steps. The snow was starting to fall again, settling on Chloe’s hair. The cold tickled her face. Snow was beautiful to look at, but not so great to be out in. She was looking forward to seeing how beautiful the country was under a blanket of snow at Christianna’s home.

That would be a nice respite away from London for Chloe. Maybe it would do everyone some good.

Lady Carnarvon was in the foyer, greeting her long line of guests. She smiled with warmth in her eyes as Lady Willowshire and Chloe approached her.

“Lady Willowshire, Lady Chloe.” She clasped the other ladies’ hands in turn. “It’s good to see you. I’m glad you could come.”

“Thank you, Lady Carnarvon.” Lady Willowshire gestured at the hostess’ attire. “I must say you’re looking well.”Lady Carnarvon beamed.

“When you have two grandchildren, you tend to find things a little brighter. I didn’t realize that until it happened.”

“I’m sure.” Chloe’s mother glanced at her daughter. “Why don’t you go and find Lady Christianna, dear? Your daughter has arrived, hasn’t she?”

“Oh, she’s here. You’ll find her in the dining room.” Lady Carnarvon pointed down the hall. “The quickest way is down there and to the right.”

“Thank you, my Lady.” Chloe touched her mother’s arm. “I’ll come and find you later, Mother.”

“All right, dear.”

Leaving the two women behind, Chloe headed down the hall. She had been to Carnarvon Manor before, but it always felt like a maze. The bigger the house was, the more the halls seemed to twist and turn. It was strange, but Chloe wasn’t about to argue with the architect.

Especially when the outside was magnificent. These buildings did look very grand.

It was just not her style. Smaller and simple would work for her.

She reached the open dining room doors and Chloe was about to enter when someone came out. Chloe stopped abruptly so she didn’t bump into them and looked up to apologize. Her voice died away as she found herself looking up at a tall, raven-haired man practically towering over her. His eyes narrowed, and something flickered before it was gone. Then he gave her a brief nod and stepped around her, walking around the corner and disappearing from sight.

Chloe was left feeling dazed. Who on Earth was that man? And what had just happened there? She had never felt her ability to speak vanish in the presence of a man. And she had never openly stared at a man like that before. Chloe had encountered good-looking men before, so why was this stranger any different?

Her mother’s machinations to get her married to a wealthy gentleman was starting to rub off on her. Chloe was in her second Season, and she was still unmarried with no offers. Her parents were a little put out by that, and Lady Willowshire said they were going to focus on finding her daughter a husband this time. If the prospective suitors found out about the impending bankruptcy, Chloe would have no offers at all.

The pressure to get married before everything vanished was pressing down on her shoulders. It was probably why she was getting affected by a handsome man she had never seen before. He had been very pleasant to look at, and he also had stunning green eyes. Chloe hadn’t seen eyes like that before. They had been mesmerizing.

Maybe there was a chance. Providing nobody knew about her financial future.

“Chloe!”

Chloe jumped and looked around. Her spirits lifted when she saw Christianna crossing the dining room towards her. Beaming, Chloe hurried to her friend and clasped her hands as they exchanged kisses to the cheek.

“Oh, Christianna, it’s so good to see you. You look like you’re glowing.” Chloe inspected her friend. “I don’t think I’ve seen you look this lovely since…well since you were pregnant with Jessica.”

“Ah.” Christianna bit her lip, a twinkle in her eye. “Now that you mention it…”
It took a moment for realization to sink in. Chloe stared.

“You’re…you’re pregnant?”

“Yes, but don’t tell anyone yet.” Christianna put a finger to her lips. “Adam and I are going to wait to tell everyone else. Maybe as a Christmas gift. But it’s been confirmed.”

Jessica was going to have a brother or sister. Chloe resisted the urge to squeal; instead beaming and squeezing Christianna’s hands.

“Oh, congratulations! I’m so happy for you and Adam.”

“Thank you.” Christianna slipped her arm through Chloe’s and they started to wander through the tables. “I’m really glad that things are falling into place for me now. Especially after how our beginning started.”

Chloe remembered that. She had been shocked that Adam had gone after Christianna to get his own revenge, and even more shocked that her friend forgave him. If it had been her, Chloe would have said absolutely not and walked away. She had been rather leery of Adam after the wedding, but she eventually softened. It was clear to anyone who looked at them that Adam loved his wife, and he would willingly do anything for her.

She could only wish that she could find a man like that for herself. Someone who would marry her without caring about her financial status.
Thoughts of the dark-haired man who nearly walked into her floated through her head. Would he care if she was practically penniless?

“Chloe?”

“Hmm?”

Christianna frowned.

“Are you all right? You looked like you wandered off there in your mind.”

“Oh. I hadn’t realized.”

She needed to concentrate. Otherwise, her friend would know that something was wrong. She was good at knowing when Chloe was not herself.

“Are you sure you’re all right?” Christianna asked. “Because if you’re not, you can talk to me?”

“I know.” Chloe brightened up and managed to put a smile on her face. “So what are we going to do when we get up to your place? Is the snow as thick there as it is in London?”


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Louisa’s stomach had protruded quite well. Her babe was growing beautifully within her, and she could not wait to birth it. It was quite a sunny day and an eventful one at that. Louisa was pleased to be hosting a ball for Christianna, Edward’s sister, who had returned from Bath of recent.

Upon the announcement of her return through a letter, Edward had been looking for ways to make her homecoming a special one. It was then that Louisa suggested a ball for Christianna’s upcoming birthday. Christianna had been thrilled and so was everyone who was in attendance. Gathering the skills she had learned while she worked with Lady Richmond, Louisa organized a beautiful ball and was the host. Although Edward insisted that she rest, given her condition, Louisa’s response had been quite straightforward.

“I am pregnant, Edward. Not handicapped.”

That response had silenced Edward so all he could do was kiss her and sigh in exasperation. The past year had been beautiful as the Countess of Carnarvon. Life with Edward had been just as she had imagined it to be, beautiful, filled with love and new adventures. Edward was her soulmate, and she would forever be grateful that they had found each other.

Louisa observed the ballroom. It was filled with everyone she loved and more. The Dowager Countess was present and was at a corner of the ballroom with her Ladies. Lady Richmond — Juliana, as she had insisted that Louisa called her, as well as Lord Owen, were sharing a dance at the center of the ballroom. They would return to London in a fortnight, just in time for the new season, then there was Christianna, exchanging pleasantries and appreciating those who were in attendance. But there was someone Louisa had not seen and…

“Your eyes dart across the room rapidly. Is it I whom you seek?” Edward requested from behind her, one hand circling her waist.

Louisa fought a broad grin. He always did that…walk up behind her and hold her in that way, and she loved it. But she decided to tease him.

“How many times have I warned you about sneaking up on me, my Lord?” she whispered, glancing to her side.

Edward was grinning. He still held her close. “Many a time. Pardon me, my love. I always lose count. But you do like it, do you not?” he added in a sultry voice, leaning close. That voice made her insides twist. She was pregnant and her cravings had increased. Any sexual attempt Edward made now was more highlighted to her and he knew this, which was why he did too much in so little a time.

Louisa rolled her eyes. “You enjoy this, do you not?”

Edward chuckled. “Every bit of it, my love.”

Louisa sighed. “Christianna is happy.”

“Ecstatic is the word, darling. She says the ball is so beautiful. More than what she ever imagined. ”

“I am glad,” Louisa said with pride. “With the season commencing soon, we should host a ball or two.” Louisa had something in mind.

“Why do you feel so eager to do so?” Edward asked. He knew her too well, Louisa thought. He had so easily detected that she was on to something.

“Christianna said she returned because she is ready to find love.”

“And you believe organizing balls would be of help?” Edward asked, confusion in his voice.

Louisa saw, from where she stood, Christianna was gathered by Ladies of similar age with her. They were all caught up in a discussion, laughing and speaking in low tones; however, Christianna’s eyes were trained farther away from where this gathering was. They were focused on a gentleman who stood alone, his dark hair laid back, his expression that of one who was most uninterested in what was happening in his environ, and his mien laid back. Louisa found this interesting.

Christianna loved balls and she seemed excited by all the arrangements and even all the dances, she was so good at it. There was a happiness in her eyes when she had walked into the ballroom. It reminded Louisa of how she looked at flowers. Something about that scene had told her that Christianna’s love would be found inside a ballroom. She had, after all, fallen for Edward during one of their walks, while she picked out flowers. Something similar could happen to Christianna. It was just her instincts talking to her, but Louisa strongly believed in them.

“Well, I only hope for my sister to find her soulmate,” Edward whispered in her ears. “Just as I have found mine.” He kissed her cheek.

Louisa blushed. She turned to look at Edward, she wanted more than that kiss, so she leaned into Edward and whispered seductively, “Shall we retire now? And make love?”

Edward’s eyes lit up; his eyes danced with excitement. He bit his lips and held her close. “However tempting that is, we have to stay, my dear. You are the host after all.”

Louisa sighed. This was true. Edward chuckled and kissed her cheek again. “Do not look so defeated. A little more patience and when the ball is over, we shall retire and I shall make love to you, quite slowly.” His voice was husky as he uttered the words, sending chills down her spine.

Louisa sucked in a breath. She could not wait for the ball to be over, so she could have her husband in her arms, just as she did every night since they were wed. Their hearts beating together under the music of their love.

She had finally found bliss, a happiness she had not dared to dream of. But it was real, and it was there, embracing her tightly, filling her insides, vibrating from every pore of her body. For the first time in her life, Louisa was completely and utterly happy.


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Emma sighed in happiness as she let her hand stroke her swelling belly. She was only a few months into her pregnancy, but she could swear that she felt the baby kicking already.

Then again, it might have just been her wishful imagination.

Nathaniel caught her with her hand upon her stomach and his eyes twinkled. He made a point to glance away, but she let her hand continue roaming across the curve of her stomach, searching desperately for the tiny kick she’d thought she’d felt only moments before.

All around her members of the Ton twirled by her; some to the ballroom floor, others to the refreshment table. Most of them were chatting and laughing at whatever conversation they were engaged in. Emma had no desire for any of that; she simply wanted to spend the night cuddled up next to her husband, debating what name they should give the baby.

The ball was loud and full of laughter. The musicians were striking up yet another chord when she sighed, wondering when they would be able to retreat back to the manor. She and Nathaniel enjoyed having their nights out, but they were happiest at home, away from the Ton and their love of gossip and scandals. It simply did not suit either of them, but they did their best by attending, at least.

The positive side to attending balls was that she got to see her parents and sister. Her mother and father were deep in discussion with several of the other lords and ladies, but she could not spy Rosalind anywhere.

Nathaniel smiled at her on her left side. He reached over, placing his hand upon hers.

“Do you think the baby is kicking?” he asked, chuckling. “You know the physician said that it’s a trick of your mind.”

“I know,” she said. “I just want the little one to arrive so much that I can’t bear being without him or her any longer. Oh, Nathaniel, I’m sure that the baby is going to look like a tiny miniature of you. I just want to hold our child and fall away from the world with our sweet little family.”

“And I want the same,” he whispered to her. “But we can count on one thing, at least.”

Her brows pulled together and a tiny pout of confusion graced her lips.

“What’s that?” she asked.

“The baby will at least have your bright green eyes,” he stated with a little laugh. “Here, I shall go to the refreshment table and find you something to nibble on. You should be eating more in your condition! Forgive me, my darling, my head was simply in the clouds as I marveled over how beautiful you look in that shade of pink.”

She blushed, her cheeks as rosy pink as her dress. Emma thanked him, and he bent low to kiss her forehead before wandering off in search of refreshments.

Emma smiled as she watched him walk away. He was such a kind and caring husband, as she had known he would be. He was, after all, a good man; the best she had ever known.

She lost sight of him momentarily, but her attention was pulled to a nearby table.

Lady Clarissa was seated there, looking melancholy and upset. Her lips were pulled down in a perpetual frown, and she had lines on either side of her mouth from her face being drawn in constant negativity.

“No, no,” she said. “No, thank you. I simply will not allow myself one ounce of sugar. I must remain elegant for my husband, and if I gain one pound more…”

Her voice lilted in what sounded like a sob, though Emma saw no tears in her eyes. Lady Clarissa caught Emma’s eye and looked away, ashamed, though Emma bore her no ill will. She wished that Lady Clarissa could be as happy in her pregnancy as Emma was, but if she were still caught up in the high standards that the Ton set…

Well, then, there was nothing Emma could do to help her.

She sighed, content in the knowledge that her husband would love her no matter her size. In fact, he had only sweet, beautiful words to say about her body.

She spied him at the refreshment table then, his golden hair easily visible through the crowd. She could see the plate in his hands; it had beef tongue, brioche, grapes and melon in a little tower in the center of it. He was a darling in the fact that he always made sure that she had eaten enough for her and the baby.

He is going to be the best father. Caring, kind, ever-present… I could not have chosen a better man to have a family with.

In their months together, he had always ensured that she held no concerns over her body and had told her how beautiful and statuesque he thought her. His sweet words had only increased with her pregnancy, and he was so excited about being able to hold their baby for the first time.

“Emma!” she heard across the ballroom as the musicians finished their number.

She turned to see her sister walking quickly towards her, her hair falling long around her collarbones and down her back. She was dressed in a goldenrod yellow that made her skin tone look lovely, but for some reason, her sister didn’t look happy.

“Rosalind!” she cried. “Whatever is the matter, sister?”

Rosalind huffed for breath, her face ever so slightly red. She looked as though she were in some sort of distress, her eyes wide with worry. She sat down at the table, craning her neck.

“Where is Nathaniel?” she asked.

“He’s off to the refreshment table,” Emma explained. “But Rosalind—”

“Sister,” Rosalind said. “Please, listen. I am in need of your assistance.”

“My assistance?” Emma asked. “But—”

She stopped, seeing the look on Rosalind’s face. She nodded at once, holding her arm out for her sister who took it without a word. Emma whisked Rosalind away, her head turning this way and that. She was looking for an empty corner, anywhere that they could speak without worry of eavesdroppers or interruption.

After a moment of ushering Rosalind around the party, Emma finally spied a quiet, vacant corner. She guided Rosalind towards it, ushering her around a wide pillar in the ballroom towards the edge of the room.

“Now, please, sister… Whatever is the matter?” Emma asked.

Rosalind looked around, swivelling her head left and right to ensure they were quite alone. When she was satisfied, she opened her mouth and began to speak. The music rose up again as Emma leaned in, listening intently to what her sister had to say…

 


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2 Years Later

“Ouch!” Arabella yelped then laughed as Philip tugged on her hair. “Philip, you really must learn one of these days not to pull on my hair anymore.” She giggled as the boy in her arms continued to chuckle. With one hand, she prized the tubby little baby’s hands away from her hair. “If I didn’t love you so much, I’d be able to tell you off better, I am sure.”

“Ha!” Edwin said at her side. “You will never be able to tell him off then. Here, my little man.” Edwin took Philip out of her arms and swung him up in the air. “At least with me, you will have not so much hair to tug on.” He spun the boy around, making him laugh once more before settling him in his arms.

Arabella smiled as she watched the two of them, certain she had never been happier. Two years of happy marriage and she had their beautiful son to boot. What more could she want for? Philip was mischievous already, granted, and she feared when he began to walk just how difficult it would be to keep up with him. Yet with Edwin at her side, she was not afraid. Together, they would raise their little family.

Edwin turned to look at her, as though aware of her stare.

“You shouldn’t be looking at me, you know?” He teased then pointed ahead. “You should be looking there,” he took one arm away from Philip and used it to nudge her chin to the side.

Arabella’s eyes settled on the sight they had come to see, St. Mark’s Square in Venice.

“It is truly remarkable,” Arabella sighed, squinting through the strong sunlight in her effort to see the white and golden buildings that were dappled with light and shadows. “You came here before?”

“I did,” Edwin held Philip in one arm on his hip and offered his other arm to Arabella that she eagerly took. Together, they walked down to the tall, wide marble steps, moving closer and closer to the square that glistened. It was full of a myriad of people, of different classes and different homes. It was a true tourist spot of beauty. “But I bring you here with one particular story in mind.”

“What’s that?” Arabella turned to look at him, feeling that jolt in her stomach she always knew whenever she looked at Edwin. That jolt of excitement would never fade, she was sure of it.

“Well, I know how much you like your gothic tales,” he turned her around, “so I thought you might like to see this. It is called St. Mark’s Basilica.” In front of them was a vast white building, mounted with great domes and tiny turrets. To Arabella’s mind, it belonged much more in one of her tales than in reality.

“It barely looks real!” She laughed as he drew her nearer toward it.

“This story concerns its tallest tower,” he turned her again to see a tower place beside the Basilica. “This is St. Mark’s Campanile. The bell tower. It’s said it was once gilded in gold.”

“Oh my,” Arabella had never felt so dwarfed before. Had anyone been standing at the top, she rather expected her family would have appeared like ants to them.

“They once had a bellringer,” Edwin drew her closer and closer to the tower door. “It was said he was so tall that an old scientist wished to buy his skeleton, so the scientist offered him money to agree that when the bellringer died, he would give his skeleton to the scientist. Greedily, the bellringer agreed. Every night he went out drinking with this newly found wealth and it wasn’t long before he drank himself into an early death.”

“This is a horrible story,” Arabella said for effect scrunching up her nose.

“So it is, but the interesting part comes in what happens next,” he passed Philip into her hands. She kissed her son on the cheek, thrilled to have him back in her arms and placed him on her hip, just as Edwin turned them around. He stood behind her and with one hand tilted her chin delicately up to look at the top of the tower. “After his death, the bellringer mourned the loss of his skeleton. To this day it’s said he haunts the tower. Those who enter are subjected to his begging for alms, in his hope that he could someday buy the skeleton back from the scientist. And at night, when there’s a full moon out, he rings the bell still in the tower. Its toll can be heard all over Venice. It’s said he will keep ringing the bell until he finds his skeleton again.”

“I take it back,” Arabella smiled and turned to her husband. “It’s an intriguing story after all.”

“Wait until you hear the stories about where we are going tonight,” he looped his arm through hers and led her away again.

“The masquerade ball?” She asked, feeling her curiosity growing.

“So many tales about masquerade balls here, you will probably be bored of me telling them by the end of the night.”

“I think I can promise you, never to be bored of you!”

***

Arabella had found it very difficult indeed to part from Philip that night. Only when he was sound asleep in his cot did she finally let herself prepare for the ball. Walking into the great manor house, dressed in swathes of gold and cream, Arabella found her mouth parting in amazement. Not even Edwin’s tug on her arm could make her close her mouth again.

“What are you thinking?” Edwin asked as he led her around the side of the ballroom, among the men and women dressed as jesters and fine ladies, all with incredibly ornamental masks covering their features.

“I was just thinking of how much you and I have seen while we have been traveling,” Arabella said, finally dragging her eyes away from the room to look at Edwin. His handsome visage was partially covered by a black mask inlaid with gold in the Venetian style. What parts of his face were visible were all the more prominent now, including his coffee-brown eyes that were pinned to her so sharply that she felt a little breathless.

“I am glad my father let us go at last,” he sighed, “I’ve been promising to take you away since our wedding day. I did not think it would take so long!”

“He was simply looking out for Philip,” Arabella explained. “He didn’t want his grandson to be born elsewhere. He wanted me to have my confinement at home.”

“I know,” Edwin said with a shake of his head, “but I wanted to take you to explore, to see all these places that we have talked about so much.”

“Well, we are here now,” Arabella smiled up at him.

“And while we are here…” Edwin paused as music struck up. It was a dramatic sort of song, far from the delicate style you would find in England, the violins were struck loud and fast. “I think we should relive the first night we met.”

“The first night?” Arabella asked, a little breathless as Edwin drew her toward the floor. “We barely saw each other at all that night!”

“Yet it is one I shall never forget,” he drew her into the center of the floor and placed one hand on her waist, the other in her palm. Arabella wished she could feel his skin against hers, but they were separated by the white glove that covered her hand. “Do you remember what we talked of that night?” he asked as they began to move.

“How could I forget? You were rather bold, I seem to remember.” She put upon mock disapproval, earning a hearty laugh from him as he twirled her around the room and between the other masked dancers.

“You loved it.”

“How do you know I did?”

“Because you married me,” he pointed out, his grasp on her waist becoming a little tighter. Arabella bit her lip, remembering every tantalizing moment she had shared with Edwin since that night they had first danced together. Yes, their courtship had hardly been an easy one, plagued by their meddlesome parents and the Duke of Ravendale’s pursuit, but they had fallen in love anyway; over secret nights stolen together, and gothic tales shared.

“That’s because I fell in love with you,” Arabella said, her voice barely above a whisper as he spun her back the other way.

“I love you too,” he murmured in her ear, bringing the two of them so close together that in an English ballroom it would be a scandal. This was something Arabella was quickly learning on the continent. Each society appeared to have different rules and expectations as to how publicly intimate a couple were permitted to be.

“Where is it we are going next, then?” Arabella asked. “I think Philip will struggle with another long journey.”

“I’m afraid it is another long one. Budapest.”

“Budapest?” Arabella felt her voice pitch high with excitement. Ever since Edwin first told her of the place and the wolfmen that preyed upon the streets at night, she had wanted to go. Now, it was finally within reach! “For that, I am happy to put up with a long journey of Philip’s wailing.”

“He’ll settle down when he gets older,” Edwin shrugged off the idea. “I’m hoping he’ll thank us someday for taking him so far to travel.”

“I hope so too. My mother was certainly jealous when she heard of the trip.” Arabella’s thoughts went to her mother.

Since their wedding two years ago, the families had put aside their old animosities. Lord Edenwood and the Duke of Adenshire had even become friends, and though it was true the Duke and Lady Edenwood would never be on the best terms after their past, they appeared to have pushed past the worst of their discomfort, and these days were perfectly amiable company to one another.

“About Philip,” Edwin said, pulling her thoughts back to the here and now.

“Yes?”

“When he’s older, I wish to avoid the mistakes our parents made,” Edwin spun her back the other way. “Whatever he wants to do, he can do it. If that means travel, he can do it.” His head was high, and he bore a smile. The pride he clearly had in their young son made Arabella smile all the more. “If that means defying my orders every now and then, well…”

“You’ll allow him that too?” Arabella laughed.

“I might complain about it a little, but yes, of course,” Edwin chuckled. “And finally, if he wants to marry for love, he can do that as well.”

The music came to a close and their dance ended, just as these words were uttered, yet Arabella did not feel Edwin parting from her. His hands stayed on her, and the two of them stood fixed together, staring at one another in the center of the room.

“I hope he does marry for love,” Arabella murmured, just as dances around them left the floor. “For I have never been so happy.”

“Nor I,” he smiled, then finally released her waist, though he did not let go of her hand. “Come with me.”

He led her through the dancers and the guests, out to some glass doors that looked out onto a view of Venice. They stepped out into the dark night, looking around the town that was lit by flaming lamps and the moonlight that bounced off the rivers that meandered through the streets. Edwin urged Arabella back against the wall, so that they were hidden by any of the guests who would have chosen to look out the door at that moment.

“Can you not wait?” Arabella asked with a giggle.

“I never can!” He said and captured her lips with his own.

What started out as a sweet kiss, just the slow exploration of one another, became heated within moments. Arabella could soon feel her husband pressing his body against her, along with the hardness in his trousers that pressed against her hip. He took her tongue with his own, dominating the kiss and angling her head to the side until she was breathless.

“If you keep kissing me like that,” Arabella said as he moved his lips just an inch back from hers, “I’m not going to want to wait until we get back to our lodging.”

“Then we best get back to our lodging as soon as possible,” he gave her another quick kiss on the lips.

“Why?” Arabella asked as she started peppering her with kisses down her neck.

“Because I’m planning on giving Philip a little brother or sister as soon as possible.”

Then Edwin’s teeth closed over Arabella’s neck and he gave her one of those love marks the two of them adored so much. It was a mark, a kind of symbol, that only the two of them knew about that showed they belonged to one another. He pulled back the ribbon Arabella was wearing around her neck to do it and Arabella arched up into that bite, her eyes to the sky and the full moon above.

Her life these days was more than she could ever have imagined it being, as though it had truly been written on a page of all those gothic novels. She was traveling the continent, going from mystical place to legendary building, all with her husband and her son, and at each place they stopped, Edwin was there to make her toes curl with excitement.


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